Slipping from existence,
Seems so easy,
You can't fix mistakes,
So why stay?
Lay back,
Relax,
Let each pill,
Slip down,
Knocking you into,
Eternal sleep,
I wonder,
If that's right,
To live another life,
Go into another realm,
Try to be better,
Drip,
Drip,
Drip,
The waters full,
Now sink darling,
Let it swallow you whole,
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What would you do?
The eyes hold so much,
So many sights,
So many memories,
While our heart,
Only handles so much,
If our eyes explode,
Would everything come out?
Would all those days,
And nights,
Be exposed?
Who did you see?
Why did you see it?
How did your heart,
Seem to take it?
I myself,
Would rather have,
My heart explode,
Letting out my emotions,
Then my eyes explode,
Exposing all secrets,
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Back
Misguidance twirling around my head,
Making myself feel dead,
Wanting to scream and run and fright,
Clinging to myself at night,
My comfort pushed away,
My fault for what I did each day,
I wanted to give,
I wanted to please,
Look where I am today?
Down on my fucking knees,
Begging you to come back,
I'm sorry for all the things I lack,
Not wanting to give up,
What else can I do?
There is no trust,
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Sinful Feeling
I'm sorry,
Sorry that I seem to cling to you,
When I know your not mine,
Sorry that I wanted to feel the warmth,
From the touch of your soft skin,
So many feelings I'd feel,
I don't know where to begin,
No,
I haven't felt like this,
For so long,
God damn no!
This is wrong!
I will not be Light,
That intrudes,
Seeming to ruin all your moods,
Past feelings,
Don't ruin this,
Hand me another set of dealings,
No I don't want to be alone dear Lord,
But please not this,
I knew I'd try to cling to someone,
Fuck this,
Just pull me into the abyss,
What is this feeling?
Tis joyous feeling?
Oh this laughter,
Such sinful laughter,
I'm sorry my dear,
I must not get too near,
Wouldn't want to hurt you,
Wouldn't want to get hurt too,
Its okay though,
Just close yours eyes,
Lock the door,
I'll hide in the dark,
And not say any more,
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Empty
Empty,
Washed up on the sea,
Do you seem to care?
No,
So fucking unaware,
So unaware of these scars,
The ones that haunt me so,
I wish I could let you know,
All those bad nights,
All the fright,
All the promises,
All the compromises,
The lies,
All the tries,
Did it matter to you?
Why did you choose me?
I didn't want to be a rat,
Why was I part of your experiment?
Tease me with your charms,
While I ignore all the alarms,
Shush me to sleep.
As I silently weep,
Leave with no goodbyes,
Maybe it was all a lie?
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I wish a guy like you,
Cared about me,
But a guy like you,
Doesn't see,
How much you,
Mean to me,
Guys like you,
Pay no attention,
To girls like me,
Guys like you,
Always leave,
Why can't a guy like you,
One day stop and see,
How much a girl like me,
Just wants to be,
To be with you,
So honest and true,
Is that too hard to ask?
No,
All those things you said,
Are in the past,
Were they real?
Were they fake?
I think I made a mistake,
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The Color Poem
If I were black,
My name would be Jack,
And I'd eat Big Mac's!
If I were white,
I'd be outta sight,
And really bright,
If I were red,
I'd chop off your head,
Then you'd be dead,
If I were blue,
My name would be Sue,
I'd begin to screw,
And stay stuck on you,
If I were gray,
I'd be gay,
And shout hooray!
If I were pink,
I would be Link,
And fuck a sink,
With my pet Mink,
If I were green,
I'd be mean,
And never seen,
If I were yellow,
I'd be a good fellow,
And always seem mellow,
I'm a rainbow so to say,
Let me brighten up your day,
My name is Jack,
I eat big mac's,
I'm really bright,
And outta sight,
I'd chop off your head,
So you would be dead,
Then begin to screw,
And get stuck on you,
I then would be gay,
And shout hooray,
While fucking a sink,
With my pet mink,
While being really mean,
But not being seen,
And I'm still a good fellow,
